Monday, April 24, 2006

尽情歌唱吧!

看晚韩国连续剧'我叫金三顺' ,有些东西和大家分享.
很多时候,学习不必从课本.....可以是从别人身上,口中,从眼睛所看到的,从周围体验的...所有你能接触到的东西都可以是正负两面的教材.
尽情的去爱吧...就当作不曾受过伤.
尽情的唱歌吧...就当作没有人听到.
尽情的工作吧...就当作你不需要钱.
尽情的生活吧...就当作今天是生命的最后一天.
如果这样想的话, 做什么都会全力以赴,什么都不再害怕了.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Bad Day

今天心情差到不行...为了什么呢?起初不清楚.....后来是因为自己的粗心而被人搞砸的.
不必好奇那个人是谁和我们之间到底发生了什么事, 不重要...我也不想提.....太累了.我没有多余的力气再生气了.
人总是认为自己做的,想的都是对的.以为自己所做的都是为他好,却不考虑那个人的想法和感受.
总是喜欢把自己的想法和要的方式加在别人身上.
可能你是出自一番好意,可是不代表别人必须认同你.
我们所做的,真的是为某人好吗?这是值得考虑的问题.
不妨多听听别人的意见吧.
很多东西可以很简单,是人把它复杂化了.
没有一个人是完美的,为什么不能接受别人的不完美而为难他呢?
接受自己犯错真的很难吗?明知道做错了,很多人依然不愿意承认,把责任推给别人,未免太不负责任了.而有些人就算别人提醒他错了,他仍然认为自己是对的...因为他从不认为自己有错.
诚意的道个歉,有多难?面子很重要,但是情谊价更高,不是吗?
何必伤了和气?

今天接到一个非常坏和震憾心情的消息,一名14岁的学生在学校上吊自杀了,是我砂劳越学校的一名学生,前同事传来的简讯...让我吓了一大跳...怎么会这样....唉...那时候的心情,非笔墨能形容.虽然这不是第一宗学生自杀事件,但这是发生在我曾经接触过的环境,而我也可能教过该名学生...
做人真的很辛苦吗? 有时候真的这么觉得...可是没有到必须轻生的程度.
日子难过还是要过.....不如看开一点.....何必让一些烦人和烦事影响你的人生呢?不值得.
我要快乐...我要能睡的安稳.
越来越懂得安慰自己了.....呵呵
全世界可以对我不好,但我不能不给自己加油.
当然我依然觉得我是幸运的,很多人疼爱我关心我,新同事也对我很好,谢谢你们.
也谢谢那些折磨和为难我的人,因为你们,我变得更坚强和珍惜我所拥有的.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

sunday morning

Guess oready get used to wake up early,so even sunday also wake up so early :)
Well, school's sports day over liao, thank God...no rain... no accident ...for me,it was ok...im satisfied wf it, others dunno lah. hmm...couldn't say its perfect but since its my 1st project , i would say its a good try n i learnt a lot from senior. I will try to improve next time.
As usual, our favorite activity was on yesterday, watched cartoon 'The Wild'. quite nice but mayb im too exhausted,nearly fall asleep while in the cinema, hehe...
wats interesting abt yesterday was me n pep were talking abt our childhood, DF n memories at the secondary school time. we abt toys,games n so on. i think tat children tat always play games n toys r smarter n creative when they grow up. Co-curriculum also very important in changing /build up/improving a person's personality.
So parents, pls dun b kiam siap to buy toys for ur kids, it helps.
N co-curriculum should b encouraged.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

幸福靠自己

今天4点多放工回到家里的店铺,妈妈还没煮好饭...想说去帮忙她,而她却叫我去外面坐着,我令她手忙脚乱了...呵呵! 没关系,我也没怎样...就到店铺前和爸爸聊天去了.前天他出了一场小车祸,被一辆罗里碰倒了,受了一些皮外伤,照了X光还好没什么大碍,算是不幸中的大幸,谢天谢地!让我享受这种天伦乐多一下下吧...千金万金也难买啊.
能吃到妈妈煮的饭,是我的幸福, 感恩. 辛苦了,妈妈. 从我回来到现在,每天早上妈都为我准备早餐和便当,所以我没有也不必在学校的食堂吃东西,工作比以前辛苦许多可是感觉却非常实在,家人的支持非常重要,让我没有后顾之忧.
回到家的感觉真好, 我知道我选对了,虽然付出的代价不小. 我想这种感觉只有离人才能感受吧.
幸福是要靠自己去争取的.
这是我要的幸福.

Monday, April 10, 2006

wat a busy day

Today i off work around 5pm...start working at 7.30a.m....hai...!!! even dun hav time to eat a proper lunch...ate when realy felt hungry...i need energy to do work..haha! Now i knew wat is abt private school!!! many complaints...push their own fault to others...push their job to others...wat to b senang lenang but make other ppl suffered!!! wats the hell..this is human being!I ask them to do something but they asking me back to do so n say its troublesome lah..bla bla bla.....bull shit!!! i really feel angry today n start to show my anger!!! i dun care anymore...juz burst out...but at last i manage to calm myself...i told myself to take it easy...relax n juz do my best...dun care wat ppl say too much...feel better after tat.i stil can smile.....n talk nicely to ppl.i think today i hav some improvement...hehehe...pretty good huh?!

Sunday, April 9, 2006

What a tiring n boring lives

Recently dunno wat happen to my bro's notebook n my own.....once used the chinese star,the notebook wil hang!!! so no choice ...hav to used english...which i dun really like to use it here. My new lives is very tiring n boring 1...i stil need sometime to coope wf it...cant get my direction clearly...wat i wan to b...wat i wish to do.....my mind is blank...blur...cant think well.
nothing is perfect in this world...tats y many of us sufferred...coz we wan things go our way...but it always wont...hehe
so...wat can i do.... :) smile ...carry on b try my veri bes.......ganbate desne!!!

Thursday, April 6, 2006

33 Late

对不起各位.....久等了...小女姗姗来迟...呵呵.最近刚转换新工作...比较忙和累,请见谅.今天也不打算久留...只是来报道.不用担心,往后的日子定会跟大家分享生活中的点点滴滴.回来没几天就晒黑了,原因是要画草场,韩江的草场已让我踩遍了...不过还不是搞得很懂那些跑道...哈哈...!!! 外行人,只好吃一点苦,多学一些咯.